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yoru ni tojikomerareta ko wa 
muhyoujou ni iki wo tometa

夜に閉じ込められた子は
無表情に息を止めた

A child imprisoned in the night 
Stopped breathing expressionlessly.




datte dou shiyou mo nai koto bakari janai
kaerarenai sekai de oboreteiru

だってどうしようもないことばかりじゃない
変えられない世界で溺れている

You’re drowning in a world you cannot change
Because there’s nothing but things that can’t be helped




open your eyes
shizumu kage donna ima demo 
kore ga genjitsu

Open your eyes
沈む影　どんな今でも　これが現実

Open your eyes, sinking shadow
No matter when, this is reality




jiyuu to wa nani? 
anata ga fureta itami ga
ai kamo shirenai to hitori de kitai shiteta

自由とは何？
あなたが触れた痛みが
愛かもしれないと一人で期待してた


What is freedom?
I had hoped that the pain you experienced 
might be love




boku wo touta suru
shaadenfuroide wa iran

僕を淘汰する
シャーデンフロイデは要らん

I don’t need the schadenfreude that culled me




waza to rashii doramatikku ni ha akita
discord ni tanbi shite

わざとらしいドラマティックには飽きた
discordに耽美して

I’ve had enough of unnatural dramatics
Admire the discord




fujouri “shikata nai” nante
itsumade ieru no ka
dore dake akiramereba ki ga surun darou

不条理「仕方ない」なんて
いつまで言えるのか
どれだけ諦めれば気がするんだろう

How long can I absurdly say,
“It can’t be helped?”
How much do I feel I’ll have to give up?


waraeru

笑える

It's laughable




kowarete mo ikite
kitai hazure no endroll

壊れても生きて
期待外れのendroll

Even if I’m broken, I’ll live
an endroll that’s disappointing



nandomo oreta
kokoro de boku wa tsuduku

何度も折れた
心で僕は続く

I’ll continue with a heart
that’s been broken many times over




iki wo suu goto ni 
sabiteiku karada dakara

息を吸う毎に
錆びていく体だから

Every time I take a breath
My body continues to turn to rust



hagare ochiru boku mo
mitomete tatakau dake da

剥がれ落ちる僕も
認めて戦うだけだ

Simply acknowledge the me that is peeling
and fight



elegy ni sukoshi mo kao wo kaezu
yoru no nai kagi wo hajimeru

elegyに少しも表情を変えず
夜の中息をはじめる

Without changing the elegy at all
I begin to breathe in the dead of night

TL note: The kanji in the official lyrics reads “hyoujou” for facial expression, but the word used while singing is “kao” for face.